i have been distracted with relationships basically my whole life and they’ve mostly just held me back. no one is worth stopping what i want to do in my life, and im definitely not going to let anyone get in the way of what i need to do. of course i eventually want to be in a relationship, but i am 20 mother fuckin years old. i am only going to be in my twenties once. sure it would be nice to share my time with someone, but to be honest i have no time for anyone. it would be unfair to whoever i am with that i would have no time for them. i dont want anyone worrying about me, and i dont want to worry about anyone else. after being at school and work for 7+ hours a day, 5 days a week, sometimes all i want to do is go home and sleep, wake up whenever i want to do homework, and go right back to sleep. in the mornings, i dont want to have to worry about what someone is doing, and i definitely dont need anyone checking up on me. i have some goals for the next couple of years, and it looks a lot more attainable being single. kinda sucks, but thats the reality of it
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